Today was tough again. I was literally tearing up the whole day, which kinda sucked. I wish you'd faster get back to me, cause then at least I know what to do, which way to turn. And not just stuck here. Sigh.

And I try so hard for you, why is it that it's never enough. Why.
Love is what makes you smile when you're tired.

Anyhow, I'll be okay. I hope tomorrow's better.

Oh, and I've been trying to salvage things between us. But you're not helping. And I guess... I'm only going to try for so long. Are you going to get it, or not? Cause if you're not, you're not someone I'm going to try so hard for to hold onto. So. I don't know. Just a while longer if not I'm going to let this friendship go.