I just couldn't control it anymore today. I really didn't wanna cry but I couldn't help it. I really wanted to stop, but it just wouldn't stop. It's hard to believe someone when she says she doesn't wanna cry but can't stop, I know. Physics was terrible. I felt so much like just walking out cause really, I was writing rubbish. And, sometimes, it just sucks. I guess. I think what sucked the most is that... I really don't wanna let mr quek down. I really don't wanna disappoint him time and time again. He's given me so much time and belief and somehow, I feel like. I never meet up to them. To have someone believe in me, no, to have a teacher believe in me, it means a lot to me. And it just sucks a lot to let him down. 

Thanks for being there anyway :)

“Facing the headwinds and growing up. I don’t care if I’m beaten by heavy rain. Tomorrow, the rain will definitely let up and the sun will be waiting, right? Although I was beat-up that day, a brightly shining dream will always strongly, strongly be there.”