It pains me. I'm trying hard not to cry. I don't want to lose the one thing I love a lot, I treasure a lot. But it's not something we can control nor choose. I just pray, and hope, that we don't drift because of the multiplication. I've been holding onto C2 for a year, I hope nothing changes. Everyone's sad about it, I am too, but... I can't show it.

Quite a lot's been happening, but I know everything will work out for the best.