T.F.

I suddenly miss you quite a bit. Everything we went through, everything we did together. Everytime you were there for me. Along the way maybe we drifted, along the way maybe there were misunderstandings. Along the way maybe I distanced myself away from you. But I still remember all those times you held my hand as I cried, or hugged me when I broke down. Or those prayers you said to pull me through and just those songs we sang when we sat along the beach. I remember them, do you? All those times we laughed together, the times you thought I was drunk but I wasn't. The times you got worked up cause I just wouldn't pull myself together. The times when we laughed so hard we cried, and the times we cried so hard and still laughed in the end. You're a friend I can never find in anyone else. You understood, you really did. And I can say, I understood you too. This friendship isn't something I want to let go. I'm not good at holding onto people, I don't normally do. I just let them go. There's only so much I can do if it's one sided, only so much I can say. I don't know why you're ignoring me now, and I don't know if I've lost you completely. It's been a long time since we've felt like strangers. But still, you hold this very special place in my heart, and you'll never fade away. I miss you.