The seasons have changed, and so have we.

"Stop talking about love. Every asshole in the world says he loves somebody. It means nothing... What you feel only matters to you, what you do to the people you say you love, that's what matters - The only thing that counts"

Someone said my blog's sad. I know it is, and I kind of don't know why it is either. No matter how hard I try to not sound sad, it just naturally comes out this way. A thing for words, maybe. Maybe it's just the way I write. I'm not this sad, not as sad as I was before. Looking back, I've come a really long way. And believe me, I say, I'm a much happier person now. I've learnt to let go, let go of things which I know no matter how hard I fight for, they will never be mine. Learnt to let go and stop struggling, stop hoping and getting disappointed in the end. Learnt to close my eyes at certain points in life because certain things will always only hurt. Growing up, I've been growing up, I've been learning how much easier life is, when you learn how to let go.

Frankly, I like the way I am now. I don't like being upset, trust me, I don't. I don't like thinking too much, I don't like being affected, I don't like being emotional, I don't like seeing myself with tears at the corner of my eyes. I prefer to smile, and be happy, to live in the moment. Because you know, you never know when that moment will be the last moment of your life. I want to live life out to the maximum with those I love, those I treasure, those that mean something to me. Put away all those idle chatter and gossips, and start building each other up, pulling each other through. Life's no smooth ride, what doesn't kill you makes you who you are, we all need to be there for each other.

On another side note, I really miss you.