I miss my bestfriend.

"I believe in sleeping in. I believe in giving 100% when you only have 80. I believe in love, arguing, and jamming out by yourself in the car. I believe in kisses on the forehead. I believe in long kisses, smiling till your cheeks hurt and laughing until you cry. I believe in having someone to tell you that you're beautiful. I believe in having someone play with your hair. I believe in swinging on swings and running in the rain. I believe in miracles and random acts of kindness. I believe in saying hello to anyone and everyone. I believe in second chances. I believe in passion."

I was super grumpy today, I'm so sorry. ):

Well, enough said. I've had enough of all this shit. Nope, I'm not say crying and everything over it, but, I guess it's disappointing. But......... I'm going to do better. Okay, maybe I've said this a thousand and one times, but every time, I really do try harder. Maybe harder isn't hard enough, so I guess I'll just have to keep trying harder till I get there. I will, I can. I'm not giving up. Not yet, not now. 

You ask me to listen to you, have you ever thought when was the last time you listened to me?