Where's the good in Goodbye?

Currently still sick, worse now actually. Non stop sneezing, cough, and fever. ):

I had a sudden realization today! I hate changes. Seriously hate changes. Detest or hate or just purely don't like, whichever it is, it all applies to my feelings towards change. I know change is the only constant thing ever, but you know that feeling where you just don't want anything to change at all. You just want them to remain the same cause you like it the way it is, or you treasure the ways thing or. Or maybe perhaps I just feel threatened by change, where I'm afraid I'll lose that something/someone because something changes. I don't know, sudden realization! 

I am going to fail my physics quiz, which I didn't even manage to finish on time. And I just passed my chem MCQ! :D Hahahahah, so proud of myself for passing it okay! But I think once she marks the structured part I'll fail it, but whatever! Improvement from 4/12 the other time! :D My class thinks I'm very stupid, they're very amazed at the fact I got 6/12 this time round. HAHA, I'm so sad. Kidding! :D

Walked out with Cheryl, and waited for Mummy! I wonder if I really have weird taste in pretty/handsome  girls/guys. HAHA, all those girls and guys that Cheryl thinks are handsome/pretty, I don't think so leh. Opps, maybe except for her B4, that's about all we agree on. And my eyes are grown on my face okay, hahaha, I don't have that weird taste!

Now I'm home and there's going to be a mini BBQ tonight at home, how fun! ILP tomorrow at 9, till we finish. And please please don't have Huang Cheng, if not that'll just leave Me, Youjun and Yueyin. :/ Okay tomorrow we shall attempt to be productive, yes!

Now, I should start proving my class wrong and start to mug and be smarter than them :D Do you know, they feel insulted when they get same results as me, so mean right. HAHA kidding, my class is nice (: They just think I'm not that smart. Hahahah. Which is true actually, but I'm going to do better than how I'm doing now so yes, jia you me!

You never really stop loving someone, you just try to learn to try to live without them.