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I can do all things through Christ.
I can move a moutain if You are the strength of my life.

Take your sweet sweet time.

I'll be here, when you change your mind.

Take your sweet sweet time.

I'll be here, for you baby, anytime.

When you love someone,
you celebrate their successes and help them keep moving forward,
even if that means you get left behind.

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/omg a lot of work....

GP vocab x2
GP article review
Chem tutorial (idk how to dooooo!!!)
Math remedial hw
Physics tutorial
Econs essay

Omg, good luck.

“After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul, and you learn that love doesn’t mean leaning and company doesn’t mean security, and you begin to learn that kisses aren’t contracts and presents aren’t promises, and you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes open, with the grace of an adult, not the grief of a child, and you learn to build all your roads on today because tomorrow’s ground is too uncertain for plans. After a while you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much. So plant your own garden and decorate your own soul, instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers. And you learn that you really can endure… that you really are strong, and you really do have worth.”

You, don't be sad anymore. It's okay. I guess I understand :) Cheer up ok!! Whichever way you want it, somehow you'll get it. And.... I understand la, so don't worry! :) ENJOY YOUR DAY OF NO SCHOOL!!! :)

Wednesdays are the longest days ever :( I don't like. Tired, sleepy, grumpy.

Sigh. I should sleep soon. I've got nothing to post about anymore :( Sigh. I can't wait for school to end :/ Holidays!!! :)

I can't stand this feeling of tiredness all the time. No matter how much I sleep. It's so... annoying. :( UGH.

I've got to start letting go, of everything.

You, you and you.

Stop loving, stop missing, stop hoping.

Goodbye.

i got what i wanted,





why am i angry then -.-

So sweet, 2 of them are really so sweet. :) Makes me really want to go aw. Hahaha, I feel so warm and fuzzy inside listening to them. Hahaha, so cute, so sweet, really.

I think I've become so afraid of becoming a burden. I've become so afraid that if I ask for too much or take too much or just... seem like I pull people back, that I'll start losing them. So please, don't do things for me, don't. I don't want there to be any reason for you to one day turn around and say that it's my fault, that I held you back. I think I can't hear that anymore, I really can't. Just don't wanna become someone who tires anyone anymore. Just, don't wanna see anyone leave anymore.

Omg, I'm going to cry -.-

I'd rather keep it all in, don't show it, be strong and happy, and laugh it all off. Be there, comfort, love, than to break down and have others worry and try and tire them. I'd rather..... just keep all of them with me, even if it meant I kept all my sadness in. Because really, I think someone leaving again, would just be the worst thing ever. I don't think my heart can take it. It can take sadness and hurt, but I really don't think it can take another goodbye.

Okay, sweetheart, look. I'm doing everything you want already, I left. I let you leave. What more do you want from me? What more do you want. Is it too much to ask, to just wanna talk to you once in a while. If I let you leave, if I let my heart break and just go along with it cause it's what you wanted, can't you just stick around as a friend like you promised?

Just, why do you treat me like that. Like my life is that easy to walk in and out of.

You never fail to pull me down, to use your words to hurt me so badly till I just wanna give up and just throw in the towel. What kind of teacher are you? I don't really know, and I don't really care. But, thanks again, for pushing me, your words never fail to push me to wanna prove you wrong. Thanks, for being such a motivation. Just you wait and see, I'll get my A, straight in your face. And amazing thing is, I'll be getting it, without your help.

Teachers, if you have no intention on being one, then you should have never become one. Teachers, require a special something, a something which you obviously don't have.

Love will tear us apart- I understand now.

Somehow, I always feel like I need others so much more than they need me.

Today was hard, another departure was hard. Sigh, I almost cried, but I held it in. Because it would have been stupid, to be crying, but not crying over what was actually happening.

I'm tired, exhausted, really.

Hug?

Get out of my fucking headdddddddddddddddddd. :'(

You're right. I'm grumpy today. :(

Hahahaha, I wanna go shoe shopping. Buy like ten shoes and come back home and dump them at one corner. Shoes make me happy. Hahaha. Shall go bugis some time soon. Shoes shoes shoes shoes shoes. Plus, I wanna buy stuff. I don't know what stuff, but I just wanna buy buy buy buy. But I'm so broke. Cause class fund ate up 40 bucks from my allowance, grr. Ten dollars a week?!?!?!? Diet, sucks. :(

I'm talking to myself, hahahaha, well done. I wanna sleep. Majorly lack of sleep. And I'm starting to get sick of three cups of tea a day to keep me awakeeeeeeeeeeee :(

DIE SCHOOL DIE.

I wish love came with garantuees.