there's a shadow in the sun.

I feel like I'm losing my faith. Why, why? I try to trust, but for now, I really don't see the picture. I seek, but where are You. If You're trying to teach me a lesson right now, at least tell me what it is.

I just need You, where did You go?

In every season of my life, You are still God. And I know, I'm filled to be emptied again, the seed I've received I will sow.

Teach me, to have unconditional love.

K, go go go go, this, too, shall pass. I shall try to go make someone happy haha. I think when you look beyond yourself, like what Mr Quek said, you'll find your own needs slowly fade away. Yes. Shall go post letters. Or..... something.

I keep wanting to learn to give and not count the cost. But it's so difficult. But, this time, I'm not giving up.

For I know, this is what I'm made to do.

Live by what you say charis, you haven't lost your smile, you just forgot it was right under your nose, smile cause you're loved.