Sometimes, I wonder what I thought about before I met you.

I'm not feeling too good tonight. Maybe it's the lack of sleep and extreme tiredness. But I miss you more than I should tonight. I sound like some love sick puppy. Haha. :( Sometimes, it makes me wonder why things always work out the way they do. I know I shouldn't be holding on so tightly anymore. But I can't help it. It's like a natural thing to do. You know? I don't know what else to do with this mind of mine. Or what else to do. I think I've been doing the same thing for so long, that if I were to stop, I think I'd be so lost.

I need a hug. I think I need a little love :( Someone who wants to make me happy, you know? Instead of it always being me trying. I know there are. But I guess it's different when it's not you.

Ah crappy. :(
I should go to bed and forget all this nonsense. Stupid book, so sweet, and all that. Make me think so much. :(

Bang.

Time passes slowly when you want it to pass. Yet it zooms by when you want it to come to a standstill. Why?

AH FORGET IT, pointless thinkings. Hahaha. :( I just wish, somehow, like maybe by a miracle or something, you were here right now.