It's not the same this time. I'm still right here for you. Since when have I left you. Hasn't it always been you leaving me. I'm right here to stay. To be here when you need me. I'm sorry, because I know you don't feel that I'm here. But from the bottom of my heart, I am. And always will be. Because you're you, you're special to me, no matter how much we've been through and how much we've wounded each other. I miss you, very much. I miss spending time with you, I think that's what I miss the most. Those afternoons where we just rot at your house and just watch csi cause I wanna, and then you'll wanna watch your disney channel and all that. I miss all of that. I miss you. I wish we didn't hurt each other, I wish we didn't end up this way. Because I know, even if you did hurt me and break me apart, I would still love you as much as I did from back then in sec 3. You were my best friend, and you were the only one who I could hang around in school with, who I felt comfortable with. The only one I would stay back after school with and we'll just stay in your class and talk and do crap. I miss you. Not for what I was to you, but what you were to me. My best friend babe. You were my best friend, and always will be.

Cheer up soon, because I'm sorry, I wish I understood, but to you, I don't. 

I miss you, sometimes, I wish you missed me too.