It's been a long time, since I cried in a toilet in school. Just ran away from everyone cause I felt the tears building up in my eyes. Went to the toilet, sat, cried, just cried for a good 3 minutes and told myself to stop. I don't know how I'm feeling right now, or why I'm feeling this way. And sometimes it hurts even more to know that no one knows your pain, that everyone's caught up with their own and you're busy being there for them and your pain's just overlooked. I went back to class smiling and laughing cause really, I didn't want them to ask or anything. I'm tired, and I'm sad. Yes, I think that's it. I'm sad.

Maybe finally, I'm feeling what I should have felt a long time ago.

I trust You, I still trust You. If You're testing my faith now, I promise You, I'm not letting You down.