Ultimately, I know who I am.

And I've been through a lot myself for me to know that I can survive without others by my side. I went through most of sec 2 being bullied and alone and I think that's when I realized that I can love myself for myself without others to be there for me, to include me in things, to love me. I think that was when I realized, I can only count on myself, and yeh.

I'm past being upset over you changing I think. I think the day before was the like... last straw. I look through pictures, I try to catch up on your life, and it's getting tough. It's getting tough to be the one having to try to get you not to change into someone you're not. Or maybe it is someone you are, just someone I never knew. Maybe it's just time to let you go and do your thing. Not interfere or get affected cause it's your life. But you were special and always will be. Maybe it's just time to let that special one go find herself now. Someday, I hope you find yourself. That you start loving yourself more, and that you realize, your self worth does not come from other people loving you, but it comes from realizing how special you are, without the reaffirmation of others cause sweetheart, you are special. You really need to know that. I'd love you, whoever you are and become, but I really hope you don't lose the person I really would never forget.

But you deserve the best, and if who you are now is best for you, keep it that way.

I'll still love you.