Sometimes it gets too hard, you know? Being the only one loving and caring and trying. Being the only one still giving. Sometimes it really gets hard. Sometimes I really just wanna just give up, just leave for good, but somewhere inside, I know I'll never stop caring.

Maybe someday the pain will fade away. Then maybe by then, you'll know I really care. Maybe by then, it wouldn't be such a one way thing anymore.

I just wish sometimes, you knew how much pain I'm in.

Jesus, be with me, please.