“I want you to know that if you ever want to talk to me again, you can, and if you ever need anyone, I will always be here. I want you to know that I never stopped loving you and I probably never will. You’ll always be in my heart.”

I don't know why, I just can't stop loving you. I think if you kill me, like literally kill me, I'd still love you and find some reasons to justify why you did it and tell myself you didn't mean to and still love you. I'm past hating myself for loving you, it's too tiring. Maybe someday I'll stop, I hope I do, cause it's kinda hard to love someone, but for now, just remember I'll always be here for you. I like what I said yesterday, "tested, proven, guarantee, plus chop" hahahaha. You've tested me so hard, pushed me so hard, I'm still here. I hope you never forget you're not alone, that no matter what I'm always here for you. And I won't let anyone hate you, not that anyone does, because you're special to me, and so you should be special to everyone else too! 

It's kinda aching. I've never cried like yesterday before. It was an angry cry, or bitter cry. It was a sad cry. The feeling, I don't know how to describe. But I'll be fine. It's what you want, so I'll be fine. (: