It feels weird to be back. Like when I was there, I just wanted to come back so badly cause it was rather lonely. They were nice, yeh. But still, felt weird and those sorts. But now that I'm back, I just really don't wanna be back. It's weird, I know.

I've learnt so much, gained so much. I know what I have to do, I know what I want to do. Though spiritually this camp was rather disappointing, I've learned so much in other aspects that I never thought of. I regained friendships which I never thought I would. A camp where you reached out to me after so long and I really appreciated your letter so much, you have no idea, even when it was just about camp. You're still my tf (:

I don't know, now that I'm back, I wish I never had to leave that hotel, where I could cast aside all my worries. Next year, 2010, it's going to be different. I know it is.