"If you want to talk to Charis you need to talk to her first one. She'll never talk to you first one, don't you know that?" 

"You always disappear when I talk to you one, I wait for you to talk for like half an hour then click on your name and then you go offline already."

Struck me really hard. You're a good friend. One I really treasure but never really do show it. I'm sorry, this woke me up. I can't keep doing this to the people I treasure, not anymore.