I feel better today (:

Yesterday was just pure crappy. I guess it's always a build up. It's nothing in particular that makes me sad, it's just a breaking point, it always is. Like everything thhat I push away and let it be and suddenly something small goes wrong, and then it all just explodes and there I am, a wreck.

So whatever, I'm going to lose whoever I lose, I can't help it. I've lost most that matter already anyway. I'll hold on to those I haven't.

B, I miss you. But I've got to let you go. There's no way I'm going to be stuck here while I watch you move on. No way, that hurts too much. And the hurt you've caused me, enough. I'm going to let you go, just like how you've let me go too.