Tuesday, December 22, 2009

1. I think my friends are beautiful and they make me feel ugly sometimes 
2. I wish I was an only child 
3. I want the world to be as it was when the Native Americans lived 
4. I wish I could tell people how I really feel, instead of running scared 
5. My best friend is fake, and sometimes I don’t know why I’m friends with her 
6. The boy I’m currently infatuated with has me more confused than any other individual I’ve ever met, 
7. I’ve only been kissed by two boys, and I’m sure both of them regretted it later 
8. I’ve thought about getting surgery to get rid of my gut 
9. I wish I was Alice from Alice In Wonderland so that I have somewhere to hide 
10. I’m lonely 
11. I have no friends 
12. I wish I didn’t post some stuff on the internet 
13. I always find ways to make myself the center of attention 
14. I hate most of my family for being so closed minded
15. I hate the town I grew up in for being such a bad influence 
16. I’m scared of being alone 
17. I hate my dad 
18. I wish I could stand up to my dad 
19. I wish I could be who I really am wherever I am 
20. I wish I could tell someone something 
21. I want to have a baby 
22. I want to know what (true)* love feels like 
23. I know I spend way too much time on my own, but I don’t feel I have enough social skills to do anything else 
24. I have cut my wrist and hidden it under a wrist brace 
25. I have had three consecutive dreams about one boy 
26. I hate my mom for leaving my dad 
27. College scares and confuses me 
28. I am afraid to get romantically close to people even though it’s one of the biggest dreams I have ever had 
29. I truly have NO idea what I really want to do with my life 
30. I never want to disappoint anybody 
31. I think all the little things that I don’t say anything about are building up again 
32. I want to get out of this town 
33. I’ve spent so much time pretending that I don’t know who I am anymore
34. My boyfriend thinks I’m suicidal. He’s right. 
35. My friends think they know me. They don’t. 
36. I stand on my head for nearly 20 minutes every day. It’s very relaxing. 
37. I’m a compulsive exerciser. 
38. I don’t approve of my best friend’s marriage and I’m her maid of honor. 
39. I miss boy bands 
40. I don’t think I’ll live past 30 
41. I wake up every morning and have anxiety that I have to overcome to get up 
42. I miss my ex, I love my ex, I hate my ex 
43. I’d rather talk to your sister than mine 
44. I love you 
45. I have always questioned whether or not I have been in love 
46. I hate where I let myself get to 
47. I don’t feel like I have done anything with my life 
48. I want to truly believe that I am loved. No ifs, ands, or buts 
49. I hate that he is so far away 
50. I’ve got abandonment issues 
51. I work all the time to keep my mind occupied, it doesn’t work 
52. I wish my ex-boyfriend would love me again 
53. I want to lose 20 pounds, but lack the motivation 
54. Reading all these secrets break my heart 
55. I sadden when I watch the news as well and see all there hatred that has filled the world, but I know the cause for which it is there 
56. I’ve always wanted to tell my secrets but have never had the chance 
57. I hate having people come to me for advice. I really have no idea what to say to you 
58. I’ve came a LONG way this year. It’s a real accomplishment  
59. I want to sleep with a guy just to take his virginity 
60. I am so glad you and I are not together anymore and I blame you for the fact that I can’t trust anyone 
61. I have lost all hope in humanity 
62. I feel I am being constantly judged. 
63. I worry too much about my weight. 
64. My ex’s mother told me she hopes he will realize what he lost, soon. 
65. Every song on the radio reminds me of you 
66. I don’t have a friend, anymore, than I can tell anything to 
67. I am an excellent stalker 
68. I act like I don’t care but I really do 
69. College is the scariest and most fun I have ever had 
70. I am bisexual. I am not accepted for this from my family. It bothers me. 
72. I’m confident that if I lost a lot of weight that I would have a better life. 
73. When I watch Law & Order SVU, I deeply fear that something similiar will happen to me or someone in my family 
74. I can’t pee without the water in the faucet running 
75. I would give my life for so many people, but I know half of them would not return the favor 
76. I eat something that’s bad for me and then I feel so guilty about eating it that I won’t eat for days 
77. Seeing people cry makes me automatically want to comfort them 
78. I memorize random license plate numbers in case they’re ever needed in an investigation 
79. I’m content with nothing more than one meal a day, love from those around me and the air in my lungs…everything else is just a plus. 
80. I want to choose who my organs go to when I die. I hope that they are helping deserving individuals. 
81. I travel partly because I want to be able to boast about the places I’ve been and the things I’ve seen and experienced. 
82. I dislike married men who don’t wear wedding rings. 
83. I don’t know what religion to believe in 
84. I fish for complements to make myself feel better 
86. I feel ashamed of bringing certain friends around other friends 
87. I always feel like I’m not pretty enough, even with everyone telling me otherwise 
88. I’m afraid she’s going to get him before I do. It’s selfish and I hate myself for thinking that. 
89. I made out with my best friend’s brother years ago. To this day, no one knows. 
90. I know it’s lame but I still love The Sims 2 
91. I didn’t want to wake up this morning, because my dreams were better than reality 
92. When I say I want to be left alone, I don’t always mean it, I just don’t know how to tell someone I need them 
93. I have been in quite a few relationships, none of the guys were faithful to me, it makes me feel like something is wrong with me 
94. He was my first love. I still don’t know if I was his. I hope I made a lasting impact on him as he did to me. 
95. I am jealous of girls that have naturally good hair 
96. I’m jealous of anyone who has a talent 
97. I don’t drink. I don’t do drugs. I don’t want to. 
98. Going to parties make me more nervous than anything else. 
99. I read postsecret every sunday hoping for familar handwriting 
100. A day usually doesn’t go by without me thinking about him and wondering “What if he had chose me?” 

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