Cleared the dust, wiped her eyes & filed away the memories

Sorry I haven't been blogging much, nothing much to say. But there are some things I have to.

I'm sorry to all those I've walked pass without acknowledging. I'm sorry to all those I've snapped at for no damn reason at all. I'm sorry to all those I've shouted and screamed at because of the slightest reason. I'm sorry to all those I've just shot down so bad. I'm sorry to all those I've vented my anger on. I'm sorry to all those I've given the cold shoulder even when you try to talk to me. I'm sorry.

I wish I could stop being this way, I really wish I could. And I'm sorry, I'm still trying. Right now, there's just too much going on, I don't really wanna say what, so forgive me if I act up. I'm posting this because I don't want my moods to seem to be for no reason at all, for me to just be screaming and shouting and being a stupid bitch for no reason. There are reasons, so please just, understand. I'm sorry, I really am. And everytime I scream or shout or dao, I feel bad but yet, I can't take it back. I'm sorry. Right now, I just need a little time, I'll get my life back on track soon. Just understand, give me a little time, I'm trying really hard to stand back up on my feet again.

Someone said, there are 3 kinds of people in this world. The first type of people never get up after they fall. The second type get up and continue, more cautious. The third type smiles, then gets up and continues running like nothing ever happened.

I'm going to be the third. I'm going to smile, and get up and run like nothing ever happened. But I need a little time, for the bitterness and the pain to subside. And once they have, I promise, I'll run again, like never before.