Will every door that's open, lead me straight to you?

I don't know what I want to blog about, I just need to blog. And I just need to type something before I get to work. I'm so sleepy and my eyes hurt like shit, but I've got tons of tutorials, and lagging behind like shit. And no, I don't wanna "use another year to get my foundation right", sooooo. Yes, work. 

I am so sick of all this shit.