When you were sweet & unexplainable.

Past few days have been rather exciting! (I think)

Went for comm serve today after quite long. I kinda miss them. And it's kind of a heart wrenching feeling when the kids don't remember you anymore. ): But nonetheless, it makes me really happy being there with them, to listen to their rubbish (seriously, it's all rubbish, hahaha) and hear them fight and quarrel and bicker, and even they protect me!! Omg! Some small kid pinched me and scratched me and poked my face with pencil, then she stood up and smacked him, omg right!! HAHA, sometimes, it's still kids that bring the most genuine smile to my face, a kind of spark that only lights up in my heart when they're around. They're exams over already, so we just ended up doing puzzles, mazes and all those kind of things. (: I like it when they have fun, when they're happy. Can tell, and you know, it's all the small things. How they never ask for anything much, it amazes me. Comm serve, it's still the most edifying thing in my life right now. (:

Monday after exams rushed home and marathon flowers over boys with BeeHiang! :D I think we always eat a lot when we go out together one, seriously. Even if we don't shop, don't watch movie, don't anything, just walk, we end up spending at least $10 on food. And no, I'm not saying meals, it's just all cause we're greedy. So retarded right! I'm so poor now. I'm left with $2 for the week, I shall go dig out money later, HA. So watched show then she went home.

I took fb quiz just now! Just one, cause it looked so cool, HAHAHA. Which F4 is perfect for me! Guess the result!!!!! HAHAHAH.  Yoon Jihoo!!!! Hahahah, so totally my kind of guy, omg. The always there, always know the right things to say, all the sweet stuff, the regardless if you're his girlfriend or not, he'll always protect you kind of guy. LOL. 

Fell asleep in almost every lesson today, :/ Super tired can, I have no idea why. Came to school, sat on class bench and fell asleep. Went for math, stoned. Physics, bloody 1 hour quiz -.- Physics lecture, SLEEP! Econs tutorial, sleep. LOL. Best right!!!!

When I look at you, I see myself. How we both try so hard to pretend when there's so much inside. You've got to be strong, because I don't wanna see you fall. I see me in you, and I know how hard it is, I just wish something could take away all the pain inside of you, because I don't want to see that smile on your face, and know it's hurting so much inside.

On another side note, I'm really tired. And I swear I've been trying so hard.