It's you that makes me who I am.

"When I was younger... How do I put this? I had troubles. I don't think I was actually idealistic then. I think I was absolutely wrapped up in being exactly the person who did this and did not do that. I had rules about everything, and I think my reasoning behind a lot of it was a little bit kooky. I was afraid of somebody stopping to love me, and I was afraid of making a fool of myself in public, and I was afraid of being misunderstood - that was a big one - and I convinced myself that by living a certain way I was somehow protecting myself. But once all those things happen anyway, and they're terrible, and you're not fine for a while, but then you're fine, you actually come to a place where you like your life and it makes you go, "Oh wow, I'm really kind of proud of myself. I have some good stories and I look back and I like what I've done with my life. I like the furniture I've chosen." When that happens, you can play a little bit more and you can be looser and not worry about falling down so much because you know that, whatever happens, you're going to be okay." -Fiona Apple

Whatever happens, you're going to be okay. (:

I realize I don't know how to be angry. When I'm angry I don't know how to show. I get angry and then I scream and then people laugh at me. Wah lao. ): Then make me more angry but then I cannot show it cause then if they laugh again I will cry. HAHA. But I was so mad today!!!! Omg, all those that laughed at me, I wanna smack all of you, how could you!!!!! So now you know when I'm not "hahahah", don't disturb me because I'm angry. Yayyyy! HAHA.

I screwed AA ): But whatever~~ Everything wrong, but at least I was honest, yes yes. HAHA :D I based it on my knowledge which I don't really have but whatever. HAHA. 10% gone but whateverrrr, I've got a conscience! Yay.

Favorite, I miss how things used to be. I miss you. I don't wanna quarrel anymore. Love you. Believe me when I say no one can take your place, you can trust me already. (: I try, you know?

ROARRRRRRRR, I'm on the house phone now, I hope this doesn't get eaten up. I'll be so damn pissed and annoyed. BLOGGER, DON'T YOU DARE ANNOY ME I TELL YOU.

Sometimes you try to forget, you try to push away every memory. But the more you do it, the more it comes back to haunt you, everything reminds you and makes your heart break with every thought. But I guess, I don't ever want to forget, because every memory of you, is what makes me who I am today.