And if you don't already know (which most of you don't), my sleep is very lousy one. I always end up waking up countless of times into the night. Plus, I don't exactly sleep very early, so... my sleep's very disrupted. ): Resulting in me feeling tired no matter how early I sleep, which is quite retarded.
ALL THE BEST TO THOSE HAVING CHINESE A'S ORAL! (:
I think I'm really bad with goodbyes. I'm afraid of goodbyes. I'm afraid of people coming in, and letting them mean something just to have them say goodbye in the end. Maybe I run away from such situations, maybe that's how I protect my heart. But really, I'm scared, of having people come and go. If you've come, would you stay? Because if you're going to leave, I'd rather you not come at all. I've had enough of goodbyes, and I'm sure as I grow older, I'll have to deal with more goodbyes, but if I could control it, I'd keep everyone I know with me, because I don't want anyone to say goodbye. Goodbye, it's such a cruel word. All the memories they leave behind and having you miss them because they've been a part of your life before. I'd rather not have those memories, then I probably wouldn't be in so much pain when anyone leaves. Goodbye, it's a simple word that can bring me all the way down. I hate goodbyes, I hate them.
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