I really miss you, with every memory, I hold on.

Because sometimes there is no easy way out. You just have to grin and bear it. Sometimes the only escape route is to go straight through the flames, just brace yourself and bite your lip. Sometimes you have to sever the ties clean off. Because in every relationship there comes a point when the damage is too much and no matter how good it once was, the memories can't sustain you. You have to save yourself knowing all the while it will hurt like hell. Because you can't keep giving someone everything if you get nothing in return.

You know, I really miss you and everything you once were before. But this is life isn't it, moving on and accepting because inevitably people change. No it's not a bad thing, and yes I'll accept, but, there comes a point when memories, can't sustain me anymore, and frankly, now all I'm leaning on are those memories. I'm breaking down. You were so, perfect. To me. Now, maybe you're perfect to them, but changed too much for me. When I need you, you need me too. I guess we're both too broken down to be there for each other anymore. When all we need is each other, we're needing the other party too. Stopping us from giving everything because we both need something from the other. I feel jaded, and now with tears down my face, I think I've really given up. I've got no more strength left in me to fight, but yet, I'm still trying. I'm pushing it away again, I hope this time, it's enough for you. Because ultimately, you just mean a lot to me and I know I can't do without you.