Friends, tell me what friends mean. Seems like such a far away term, or maybe something I never had. A sudden realization that, I am almost all alone. Friends, I can count them with one hand. Or maybe even less. Friends are supposed to be a part of life isn't it. Then my life's missing this very big part, missing it for a really, really, long time. Fake, all superficial, just so, upsetting, no?
I am tired, I want a friend. Omg sounds so juvenile, but I really just want a friend. ):
WHY YOU POUT! guess who i am :DD
ReplyDeleteoh and i need to buy a gift, if that helps you :D
HAHA I know who you are if you need to buy a gift for someone on monday horrrrrrrrrrrrrr. It's to set the mood (: Thanks anyway.
ReplyDelete!!!!! You have alot of friends.
ReplyDeleteAppreciate them, look around you, and you'll see you actually have alot of friends..
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HAHA I know who you areeeeeee. Don't tell me to appreciate when you don't understand (: I appreciate them for everything they're doing, I do. I appreciate, but still, you don't understand at all. (: So. (:
ReplyDeleteHey dearest. I know how you are feeling. Like you have a lot of hi and bye friends but no one you can really talk to or be yourself or just feel comfortable around. No one that can come to mind when you need to talk or no one to just rely on totally.
ReplyDeleteWont tell you to appreciate because I know you do, a lot. It is just you dont feel like you can be yourself, dont feel like first choice, dont feel like you are being valued or even sometimes you feel like they dont really know you. I know you appreciate them, because I know they mean a lot to you, people mean a lot to you, but you just feel like no one knows you.
I love you ok. I cannot say that I know you very well. Maybe I dont. But whenever you need, I will always be here anytime, that is a promise. You are my first choice, like.... my bff! (: And if you let me know you better, stop guarding yourself, I am sure I will understand you. *hug.
Cheer up ok. You always got me. I saw you the other day with her, did not go up to say hi cause I know you wouldnt want that. But you looked sad. ): Take a step back and see if you really are happy anymore, ok?
Love you so much ok.
Xoxo, J.
Oh man. Thanks babe. I. I didn't seem happy, maybe. But I was. (: Don't worry about me okay (: Thank you lots.
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