Bestest frienddddddd.
I have something to say! I have the bestest friend in the whole wide world. And no, I don't think she wants to be named, but to me, she'll always be the bestest friend ever. We quarrel, a lot, I don't deny. And sometimes it gets really really bad. But those that know me well enough would look beyond all those sad posts that I post and know just how much she means to me, and how much I treasure her and love her. And how all those posts are not for attention sake or to show the whole world I'm upset, but to tell her, and show her, how much she means to me, and only she can affect me that much. I'm not afraid to show how much she means to me, and I won't deny how much she means to me. If only she saw how I talked about her like she put stars in my sky, and if only she saw how I stand up for her for always and forever. If only people on the outside who see so clearly, could tell her, just how much she means to me, and how much I really love her. You're the bestest friend anyone could ever ask for. And though some times things get so hard, I'm sure we'll pull through like how we always have. Maybe this is one of the toughest times we've ever been through, but hey, we'll pull through like how we did every other time. Bestest friend, time to see how much you mean to me. Time to see, how I talk about you, like you're the best thing ever, in my whole entire life. Best friends forever? (:
Know who you are talking about (: Though you never really said her name, you only talk about one person like that.
ReplyDeleteTo whoever you are, she talks about you like.... like as if her whole world has only 2 people! You and her. And if I dont stop her from thinking about everything you did for her before, she will just keep going on and on and on and on. And it really annoys me but I know that is all she really wants to talk about so I let her. She never says anything bad about you and sometimes when I see her so sad I get angry with you and then she comes standing up for you again even when the pain is still there and you can see it in her eyes. She tells me how its never your fault and how she wishes things to be ok. You mean the world to her, the way she talks about you already shows it. Treasure it, because being someones world is not something everyone has. Because... haha. You are like the only reason why I see her truly ever smile for. And I am telling you all these because I know if she told you all these you would never believe her. But this is from me, from the sides looking. You mean a hell lot to her.
Babe, be happy ok. I hope this helps, in any way. I love you.
Xoxo,
J.
Oh and one more thing. To whoever you are, she only does so many things for you. She can ignore my messages for hours before replying me, but she never does that to you cos she always messages, and I am so sure its not for anyone else cos she dont like messaging. She can tell me she is not free that day just to go out with you. She can be just so worried about you, you can see it on her face when she isnt paying attention to anything at all and her face goes rather pale. She can try so hard to seem happy, but its so obvious when something happened between the two of you because her moods are exactly because of that. Her eyes speak her emotions, right? And when I look at her eyes, I see how things are between the 2 of you. I get jealous hahaha, but I know I dont stand a chance. You really mean a hell lot to her. Please see it soon.
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(: Thanks J.
ReplyDeleteBe happy my dear girl. I miss your smile.
ReplyDeleteMiss yours too (: Cheer up okay. Everything'll be okay.
ReplyDeletei know exactly how you feel, cause i do the exact same things too -hugss
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