Now that it's over.

"是否做错了也没什么关系
换个发型或是唱唱歌发泄情绪
不要浪费时间一直躲在后悔里
要找回那颗不认输的心"
-决定爱你 歌词

Be safe, I'll miss you.

Close your eyes, clear your heart, let it go.

I still can't post photos here, no idea why. ): So maybe I really am moving back to lj! Haha, depends, see how. I like this blog though. I like lj, too! Oh dear.

"I think you want to be beautiful in someone's eyes, you want to be seen. Like if I shot off fireworks and no one was there to watch them, and I closed my eyes, they become beautiful in being seen. Maybe you're not supposed to be beautiful to be seen, you just have to be seen as beautiful, by someone, by one person."

I am bored as hell from all the Physics. I think I have nothing to blog about anymore, amazing!

HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII, goodbye.

Until the sea stops touching the sand, that's when I'll stop loving you.

I wanna skip school tomorrow.
I don't wanna take Vectors quiz tomorrow.
I don't wanna fail Vectors quiz tomorrow.
Dreading stupid meeting thing tomorrow.
(Not Interact, don't misunderstand)
I don't wanna go to school tomorrow.
Neither do I wanna fall sick now, again.
So tell me, how am I supposed to not go to school tomorrow.

So what the heck am I doing here blogging?!
I don't know what I'm doing here blogging.
I should be studying Vectors.
I should continue on doing my stupid lecture examples.
I don't understand stupid lecture examples.
I hate school.
I don't wanna go to school.
I don't wanna go to school.
I don't wanna go to school.
I need to go and bathe and stop wasting time here.
I wanna just sleep, I lack sleep.
I'm being a grumpy pig now.
I hate being a grumpy pig.
Why must math be the first lesson.
Why must a day start with a quiz.
I need to do GP forum.
Why is the work never ending.
There are so many lecture quizzes.
I can't breathe, I can't catch my breath.
I can't catch up, I can't keep up.
I'm losing steam.

Too much stress.
Too much anxiety.
Too much to deal with.
Too much emotional burden.
O.M.G.

What a post.
Sigh, I hate tomorrow.

/edit.
UGHHHHHHHHHHHHH, I just finished my GP forum thing which I took forever to do and then POOF IT JUST DISAPPEARED. Omg, I wanna cry. )':

Don't give up.

If there's just one piece of advice I can give you, it's this - when there's something you really want, fight for it. Don't give up no matter how hopeless it seems. And when you've lost hope, ask yourself if 10 years from now, you're gonna wish you gave it just one more shot. Because the best things in life, they don't come free. -Greys Anatomy

Cause everyone she trusted, broke her.

The only way I can move on, is if I don't see or talk to you.

--The Hills

While I'm losing my mind, I hope you're home finding sleep.

"I never stopped loving you. Even when I was acting crazy, I loved
you. I tried to show you in a million ways but nothing ever got through."

But now it's time to let you go.

Cast my burdens.

I cast all my cares upon You,
I lay all of my burdens,
Down at Your feet.

And anytime,
I don't know what to do,
I will cast all my cares upon You.

I cast all my cares upon You.
I lay all of my burdens,
Down at Your feet.

And anytime,
I don't know what to do.
I will cast all my cares upon You.

Pick me up Lord, piece this broken heart back together. I need You, so much.

I hope you find someone to love you like I tried but never could.

Hello.

I've been thinking lately. Can you make someone love you by doing all sorts of things to sort of "move her"? So... I don't know. It's just a baffling thought that's been on my mind these few days. Don't you love someone for who he is? So if you don't love him for him, why would you love him for the things he does to so called, "move you"? Bah, I bet most of you don't know what I'm talking about anyway. This thought, makes me feel rather weird.

I am damn lag behind time already. Sucks. And my temper's so short these few days. I miss you quite a bit, there's no one I can talk to like how I could talk to you, but.. I guess. Oh well. I need to study Chemistry. I am still sleepy though I've slept for so long. This is not coherent. I hope the EOM I sent to Mr Quek last night was coherent. By the way, EOM=EMO=MOE. See the link?

BYEBYE.

There is no heart in anything you say to me .

It's better to say too much, than never to say what you need to say.

Love's just an excuse for getting hurt.

Hello! I read the newspaper today and came across this really good article. Go read it, from lifestyle, Page 9, "Does crying ever solve anything?"

The article writes that some think the way to living a happier life is by having no or low expectations. Or some deal with loss and sadness by devaluing what is lost so its absence becomes less haunting, or analysing the loss at length to delay having to come to terms with it, or memorialise it and subsist on mementoes and memories, or deny the loss and live in the past, or blame everything on everyone around you to lessen the guilt, or find a substitute to help you forget. But the best advice the author would give is this: you can accept the loss and reconcile yourself to its reality. Allow yourself a good cry because it is human and okay to be sad, then pick yourself up and get a move on.

As she says, there's no other way, really, if you want to preserve your own sanity, difnity and well-being.

It's a rare read, and one of the few articles I'd read when looking through the papers. Go read it if you can, it'll teach you quite a lot.

I just wanna move along, move along.

"It's crazy, right?" Trixie interrupted. "To love someone who's hurt you?"

"It's crazier to think that someone who hurt you loves you," Janice replied.

Ever fallen in love with someone you shouldn't have fallen in love with?

I really want to post a picture, but I can't cause this stupid comp doesn't let me post pictures on blogger. ):

I'm going to go for dinner soon! I am starving. I'm like constantly hungry now a days. It's scary. I want to go for blood donation. This paragraph has no link, haha!

"I loved somene I never should have, and all she did was rip a big part out of my heart. Gave her so much, and she betrayed it all, and right now, I don't know how to trust anyone anymore. I know not everyone out there would do what she did to me, yet because I gave her so much and loved her so much, and she still betrayed my trust, I just no longer know of how to give of myself anymore. I no longer know how to open my heart up to believe that people are good anymore. Who can I trust? If the one I trusted most, turned her back against me."

Did I make it that easy, to walk right in and out of my life?

"You can never tell what people are thinking and feeling unless they tell you, and usually they lie. you ask them, 'What's wrong?' and they say 'Nothing'. You accept this because it’s easier than digging for the truth. People smile when they want to cry, they laugh when they want to scream and shout. They pretend like nothing is wrong because they don't want to face the truth. Things aren't always rainbows and butterflies, sometimes you gotta scream and cry your anger and sadness to the world, because you can only hold it in for so long before something in you snaps. so when you want to cry, cry. When you want to scream, scream. Don't hide behind fake smiles, it's ok to not be alright."

It's okay to not be alright. (:

I think perserverance, makes you into who you are. Who you'll be. You won't definately succeed, but at least you know what it's like, to go on, even when you feel like you can't anymore. And that, in itself, is a lesson well fought for.

If this world was a little less complicated, how nice.